Purgatory Painting

Unaware of any artistic side of myself, I began sketching only a year ago. I have always been a doodler but that was the extent of it. My imagination seems to be pretty dark in general but I'm as harmless as they come...Too curious to follow through with basic formalities of the mass, you won't find me at a church on Sunday. You will find me in deep meditation every day and night, usually, in my screen room where i do 95 percent of my artwork... I've turned the screenroom into a mess of creations, dirty paint brushes by the hundreds lying about along with empty bottles of paint, and my many many thriftstore collections...this art is just spilling out of me in so many ways..Now i project most of it on recycled canvases I've gotten from thrift stores that i white out, or ones that i bought on sale from one of the local chain providers. I never sit down with a certain idea, I just let my mood and the flow of my surroundings guide my way through them... the sketches are really dark but the Paintings, which are now my passion, are more abstract than evil .. you can still detect the darkness though.... when I am painting, I go somewhere else in my mind and get startled to the point of defense when someone disturbs me... . my work is whatever it wants to be. In most of my drawings , faces appear...sometimes many many hidden faces is on one pic...a lot of my work can be rotated and a whole new story develops, this of course, unintended ....Whether my work becomes known or not, I will continue... there is nothing that comes close to matching the feeling of a fresh canvas on my easil in my screen room, with a new brush and a rogue of paints ready to go...