Human bones / Anatomy Drawing

I've had a moment since I was a kid, like: I see a sunset, It's so beautiful, it's incredibly taste colours, I run home and try to draw it, to repeat what I saw. It turns out to saw some shit and I get really angry with myself. This is called visual memory, which artists have to develop - this is what fine art is all about. That's why there are copies and realistic drawings of plaster, and even more, people's bones. Are you scared? Personally, im not. I studied theology in church college at the same time I was a first-year student at the Academy of Fine Art in Kyiv, and theologically, although emotionally, I was sure - even earlier - that human is the most brilliant creation of God. inst